I lost myself
deep inside
there´s so much terror
behind my eyes
something went wrong with me
far back in time
I cannot hide the pain
that eats my mind
vomit
my life
I give
in to the pain
my love
is gone
my will
to live is drained
I suffer from the pictures
pictures that I saw
in the dreams beyond the unseen
I stood in awe
falling down
into the black
despair
time will tell
oh will my sins
be once forgiven
saved
from the fires of hell
talking to myself
I try to believe in my words
but I know that I lie
so I shake in fear of judgement day
I´ve got a problem to tell
I´ve got a bill to pay
cry for my fate
result of lies
product of hate
can´t wait to die
Await the awful nameless
a person I well know
praying to noones god
how will I go
The knowledge
what´s there
to await me
the unnamable
chaos crawls
to devour my soul
cry for my fate
result of lies
product of hate
can´t wait to die
await the fearsome madness
a feeling I well know for long
in time the pain grows stronger
my life gone wrong
trying to erase the memories
tattooed into my soul
drained of all hope for salvation
now I must heed the call
falling down
into the black
despair
time will tell
oh will my sins
be once forgiven
saved
from the fires of hell
talking to myself
I try to believe in my words
but I know that I lie
so I shake in fear of judgement day
I´ve got a problem to tell
I´ve got a bill to pay
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something went wrong with me
far back in time
I cannot hide the pain
that eats my mind
vomit
my life
I give
in to the pain
my love
is gone
my will
to live is drained
I suffer from the pictures
pictures that I saw
in the dreams beyond the unseen
I stood in awe
falling down
into the black
despair
time will tell
oh will my sins
be once forgiven
saved
from the fires of hell
talking to myself
I try to believe in my words
but I know that I lie
so I shake in fear of judgement day
I´ve got a problem to tell
I´ve got a bill to pay
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